Category: 4 Shots

SaeYuki – What Should I Do? (4/4)



“You are not afraid to me?” She broke the kiss.

“No. How can I afraid to you?”

“I don’t wanna other students far away from you too because of me. I know you’re very popular here. I mean… you may heard this… that I kill my best fr-”

I cut her lips with mine. “You talk too much. If become your friend means I have to face a cruel world. I’m in. I love challenge.” I giggled.

“ I’m serious, Sae!”

“ I’m serious too. Why do you thinking too much about this? Look.. I’m okay.” She still silent. “OK. Can you tell me what happen? I don’t believe you’re like that.”

“That night. I see her kissing my boyfriend….” She shed her tears and I hug her to calm her down.

“Next day… I drag Mayuyu to the quiet place, so we can talk well.”

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SaeYuki – What Should I Do? (3/4)



“Why are you still standing there? I want to use that.”

I go outside.

She go inside and say, “You seems to like daydreaming. This is the second time I see you like that.” She wanna close the door.

I hold the door, she look at me.. she feels annoyed.

“I-I am sorry.. I just too happy. This the second time for me too….. to hear your voice after 2 months 14 days.” I release my hand from that door and walk to my class.

After school over, I go to the court.

“Come on Sae, sit here. We waiting for you.” Sayaka call me.

“Okay.” I walk and sit there. I see Yuko, but she didn’t say anything to me. Usually, she always call me, hug me, smile at me, and ask me to sit beside her.

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SaeYuki – What Should I Do? (2/4)



Yuko is right. I didn’t mean to boast myself but I got many fans in school. I feel bad when there are my juniors came to me and I don’t know their names.

Now, my most difficult homework isn’t Math anymore.. but to remember all of those kohai who came to my class almost everyday. I scratch my head and put that list to my pocket. I feels like a boy in this girl school. Super silly.

“Miyazawa-san.” I hear my teacher call me.

“Yes mam?” I walk away from my sit and comes to her.

“Can you please give this to Mr. Tanaka? You can see him in his office. If he isn’t there, maybe he teaching in Class 1B right now.” She gave me a book.

I go to see him in his office but no one there. Maybe he’s teaching in 1B. I go down to the 1st floor and I peek to that class. He’s here.

I knock the door. I hear the students start to whispering and give me their best smile. I smile back to all of them, then they giggled. But ……..

“Miyazawa-san? What’s bring you here?”

“Oh, sorry. Mrs. Maeda give this to you.” I give him that book.

“Thank you, Miyazawa-san.” I’m bowing to him.

There’s someone who didn’t smiling at me. I notice it because she not only didn’t smile, but she even didn’t look at me and keep staring the blackboard with blank stare. She was a girl that I saw last week: Kashiwagi Yuki. She’s not look like a murderer.

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SaeYuki – What Should I Do? (1/4)


When you love someone, can you love their dark time too?

Miyazawa Sae.. a transfered girl, a perfect baskeball player, a school idol… falling in love with Kashiwagi Yuki, a mysterious girl who had killed her best friend.

Can Sae accept Yuki past life? If she must choose between her best friends and Yuki, who will she choose?



“Hi, I’m your new classmate. My name is Miyazawa Sae, I just transferred here from an High School in China. Nice to meet you!” I bow to them.

“Are you Chinese?” A student ask me.

“No. No. I am Japanese. My parents worked there since I was a child. So, after this 7 years my family come back to Japan. My father got a new job here.”


“Ahayou, Sae!” Someone touch my shoulder from behind.

I turn back, “Sorry… you are………..” I still can’t remember all my classmate’s name.

“Do you forget me huh? I’m Oshima Yuko.. I’m the one who led you to the principal’s office yesterday. Baka!” She hit my back.

She seems friendly. I mean….. we just see each other for 3 days and she already called me as baka and hit me. I smile.

“Ohh.. Oshima-san. I remember your face and your voice… actually I can’t forget you because you’re the one who touch my butt in my first day.” I laugh. “I just forget your name. But I’ll remember it.”

“That’s a good boy!” She stroke my hair. “You like to dress like a boy?” She observing me from my head to my feet.

“Yes.. It’s suit me the most. Why? Is it prohibited here?”

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WMatsui – I Will Give My Heart for You (4/4)



I knocked the door, “Hi, Rena.” I saw she pack her stuff.

She look at me. “Where have you been?!”

She walked towards me then she hugged me. She shed her tears on my shirt. “Don’t cry, Rena.” I stroke her hair. “I will never leave you again.. I promise.”

“I’m sorry. Please, don’t hate me.”

I release her and I look into her eyes. I smile. “I didn’t hate you, never. I’m sorry to make you worried.” I wanna add ‘I love you’ behind it, but I didn’t do it. Last time when I said it, we end up with fighting.

She smile, “Let’s go home. Where’s Churi? Did she went to Paradise Cafe first?” She turn away and wanna carry her bag.

I grab it from her hand, “Let me help you.” We get out from that room. “Akane wait for us in the car. You won’t back to that cafe. From now on, you’ll stay with me.” We enter the elevator, just both of us in it.

“Eeehh?! Wh-why? I think it’s better if I keep stay there, it’ll be easier for me to go work.”

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WMatsui – I Will Give My Heart for You (3/4)



“Rena.. Rena-chan!!” I run towards her. But she stop a taxi and ride it before I can talk to her again.

Lucky for me, that taxi stopped not far away from my apartment because of traffic light. I run to my car quickly and follow that taxi. Thanks red light, I owe you one.

I see her taxi stop at Paradise Cafe, She wanna run but I stop my car right in front of her. I really thankful that my car didn’t hit her. I get out from my car. “Rena, please listen to me.”

She gave me a cold gaze, “What do you want?”

“Sorry about that slap. That’s because suddenly I felt that I’m going lose you. I know, that’s sounds ridiculous.
I just saw you 2 weeks ago, we just talked to each other in these 3 days. You even haven’t call my name yet. I know that you thought that I’m crazy..
So, about my confession… just forget about it. Maybe I’m just too overreacted when I saw you dancing last night.
Sorry for anything that I ever said about you. I’ll be happy if we can be a friends… someday.” I turn away, “See you.”

I hope she’ll call me and said to me to not go, but until I get in to my car, she didn’t call me. Then, I just drive home.

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WMatsui – I Will Give My Heart for You (2/4)



I close my office room, “Finally. Meeting is over!!” I sit again and then I put my foot on my desk. I close my eyes.  I’m so sleepy.

“Jurina!!!!” Airin slam the door.

I’m so shocked. I put down my foot quickly.

“How can you sleeping in that meeting, Jurina??!!”

“So-sorry, Airin. I didn’t realize it. I’m too sleepy and tired.” Last night, I arrived at my apartment at 3AM. I’m having too much fun with that Matsui and I forget to prepare the presentation for my meeting today.

“You didn’t prepare anything! You slept there! Do you know how much trouble that I got because of you?!”

I stand up, “Airin… please don’t mad at me. As usual, you will help me again, right?” I wanna touch her shoulder but she slap my hand.

“I always pampering you and I solve all of problems here, because I thought you’ll change! But I’m wrong.
Now, I know why your father gave all his companies to Mariko-san. You didn’t have any responsibility at all. You’re childish and arrogant!! You didn’t care about everything!! One only thing that you care about is ‘have fun’.”

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WMatsui – I Will Give My Heart for You (1/4)


—-> Matsui Jurina… A rich girl who tried to prove herself to her father that she’s better than her sister. A girl who had a motto: ‘Honor is my everything’.
—-> Matsui Rena… the opposite of Jurina’s life, she’s a poor girl who tried to survive in this cruel world by worked as a prostitute. She has a big secret about her life.

Destiny can screw up a friendship and a love relationship.
We can’t see any difference between enemy, rival, and friend anymore when destiny’s playing with you.
Everything can change.



I threw my body to a chair.

What a suck life that I have! Last week, I just broke up with Mayuyu because I found that she’s sleeping with my own friend, Kashiwagi.
And today, my company’s proposal rejected by a sponsor. Sh*t!
I don’t want dad give this company to my older sister, Mariko.

I heard someone knocked my door.

“Matsui-san, are you okay?”

She’s my secretary… “I’m fine, Airin.”… and my high school friend.

“You’re always a bad liar, Jurina.” I saw she put her books on the table. She turned my chair and then she’s start massaging my shoulders, neck, and head.

“Thank you, Airin. If you’re not by my side all this time, I’m not sure to get through all of this trouble.” I closed my eyes and tried to relaxing my body.

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WMatsui – I Will Give My Heart for You (Prologue)



Destiny can screw up a friendship and a love relationship.
We can’t see any difference between enemy, rival, and friend anymore when destiny’s playing with you.
Everything can change.

“What’s your name?”

“Rena.” She take the cigarette from her pocket.

“Okay Rena, Let’s get out from here.” Jurina grab Rena’s hand and then she took Rena’s cigarette. Jurina throw it.

Rena release her hand, “How much money do you have?”

“…………” Jurina look into Rena’s eyes. “I have it, more than you can imagine.”


Churi pointed at someone, “Rena.. Did you look that men?”

“Of course I am.. I’m not blind.” Rena rolled her eyes.

“Let’s take him.” Churi smirked.

“My pleasure.” Rena walk first and leave Churi behind.


“Give me your phone…”

Churi still shock, afraid, and confuse. Her tears can’t stop falling.

“Give me your damn phone!!!”

But Churi still sat on the floor, so Jurina just grab Churi phone from her hand.

Jurina calling, “Hello doctor. We will come there as soon as possible, please be ready.”

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WMatsui – Voices (4/4)




Jurina P.O.V

Where did she go? I asked my teacher and my friends, but they said they didn’t know about it. I have no clue, I don’t know where’s her house. Mayuyu never came back too. God, I really want to meet her.

I didn’t realize that I break through the traffic light. I want to walk back but it’s too late…. AAaakkkkhhh… This is so hurt. I feels like… burning.

But after a few seconds, that pain is gone. I feel someone wake me up. She hold my hand to help me get up. “Mayuyu?!”


“Where is Rena?” I want to hug her but.. a memory about how she grab my neck and throw me to the cliff come to my mind.

“You will met her soon. Let’s fly.” She flapping her wings.

“Mayu! I’m a human, not a bird.” I rolled my eyeballs.

“You’re not a human anymore.. I came here to bring your soul.”

Wh-what’s that mean? I look to the ground, I saw bloods through my foot. I’m about to look back but….

“Don’t look back!! You’ve died.”

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