= 11 AM =
Rena have been staring the picture for about an hour while sitting on her couch. How long has it been? When the last time I stood and sang on Jurina’s side? She’s wiping her tears that has been rolled down since hour ago. Oh my God, I miss her so bad! If I knew that graduate would be this hurt, I wouldn’t make this decision until she graduates as well.
Last year, Rena hope that when she graduated, her 3 years of unrequited love for Jurina could end as well. But now, she’s realizing that it’s a meaningless hope. Her pain is doubled even since her graduation from 48G. I can’t keep living in a pathetic life like this. She laughs a little while putting the photo frame back to her desk.
Rena walk toward her bed and throw her body onto it. Lucky for her that she doesn’t have any schedule until next week, so her swollen eyes won’t be a problem as long as she wears black glasses if she goes outside her house. How are you, Jurina? I’m here, alone. She looked at the clock that hanging on the wall. It seems I will celebrating new year by myself tonight.
Since last month, Rena have been refused dozens of invitation from the fellow artist, her new management, her 48G friends, and even from her family. She wants to be alone. Fuck with new year, she said. Days are all same for me, full of pain. It’s tiring to keep smiling like an idiot in front of people when our hearts are broken, right?
Rena close her eyes.