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WMatsui – New Year


= 11 AM =

Rena have been staring the picture for about an hour while sitting on her couch. How long has it been? When the last time I stood and sang on Jurina’s side? She’s wiping her tears that has been rolled down since hour ago. Oh my God, I miss her so bad! If I knew that graduate would be this hurt, I wouldn’t make this decision until she graduates as well.

Last year, Rena hope that when she graduated,  her 3 years of unrequited love for Jurina could end as well. But now, she’s realizing that it’s a meaningless hope. Her pain is doubled even since her graduation from 48G. I can’t keep living in a pathetic life like this.  She laughs a little while putting the photo frame back to her desk.

Rena walk toward her bed and throw her body onto it. Lucky for her that she doesn’t have any schedule until next week, so her swollen eyes won’t be a problem as long as she wears black glasses if she goes outside her house. How are you, Jurina? I’m here, alone. She looked at the clock that hanging on the wall. It seems I will celebrating new year by myself tonight.

Since last month, Rena have been refused dozens of invitation from the fellow artist, her new management, her 48G friends, and even from her family. She wants to be alone. Fuck with new year, she said. Days are all same for me, full of pain. It’s tiring to keep smiling like an idiot in front of people when our hearts are broken, right?

Rena close her eyes.

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HUNT (4/10)



= The Target =

Jurina took a deep breath as soon she saw her target’s house. She’s just standing one block away from that house. She must be at home. She said it in her mind after she saw a light in some room just turned on. Should I call my boss to ask some of his underlings to help me?

She took her phone from inside her pocket to send a message, but then she also realized something else. Oh great! I forgot my gun! She massaged her forehead as she realized how stupid she was, leaving her place in such vulnerable state like that. Yes, she was  too hurry to leave Mayu behind and forgot to bring her guns and her twins blade.

Didn’t want to waste the time, she hurriedly sent a message to her boss. She asked her boss to send some men and also to give her some weapons. After she sent the message, she looked around to see a place to hide until her boss’s underlings came. Luckily, she found a shady tree and then she laid under the tree.

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WMatsui – Revenge (1/2)



Rena POV

“You were the one who did it, aren’t you?!” I shouted while pointing my index finger at her face.

“Did what?”

My rage boiled up when I heard that kind of tone out of her lips, an indifferent tone. “Cut the crap, Jurina!! You’re just like your father… playing innocent all the time but actually shifty, ruthless, and heartless.” I sensed that her bodyguards glared at me right after I spit out those unpleasant words.

Jurina raised her hand to warn her bodyguards to stay at their place; maybe she realized that those men were more than ready to attack me or to drag me harshly out of her house. She looked at me in such a cold way. “First, you break through my house without permission and then you yelled at me without a reason. Second, you taunted my father who already died 2 years ago. You haven’t change at all… stubborn as always.”

I clenched my fist. I felt like I wanted to punch her face but I didn’t have power to do it, even without her bodyguards around… she is still stronger than me. Why am I THIS WEAK?! I hate it!! I looked at the ground when I felt that my frustration tears were about to fall. I didn’t want her to see my fragile side again… ever again. “Just kill me already…” I guessed I failed to hide my fragility because my voice was clearly trembling. After I said it, the room was quiet for a few seconds.

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HUNT (3/10)




= Old Wound =

Jurina blinked so many times before she could fully open her eyes. Ouch! She felt a deep pain on her right stomach and then she touched it. Oh right, Mayu shot my stomach and made me lost a lot of blood. She lifted her head a little and then she saw her stomach had been bandaged neatly.

She tried to get up from the comfortable bed slowly… ignoring the pain on her stomach, and when she sat on it… she saw her reflection on the big wall mirror in front of her. Her head and her right arm were being bandaged. She brushed off the blanket a little and then she saw that her right foot was being bandaged as well. Cih… that girl, I thought she was going to kill me. She rolled her eyes.

“Oh, you’re awake… after 2 days.” The girl showed up and crossed her arms.

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HUNT (2/10)




= Free Time =

It had been 2 weeks but Jurina still didn’t get any ‘job’. Usually… after she moved to the next location, she would get a new job at least in a week. But she knew already that her new target will be around her location, because based on her experienced for years… her boss had never asked her to move into a new place without any reason behind it.

Oh shit, I’m bored. Jurina lifted her foot onto the table in front of her while watching the TV. Why don’t they just give me the damn new phone as usual?! She took a little glance at the clock… 07.23 PM. I can’t let myself die in boredom. She turned off the TV and then she went to her room to change her clothes.

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HUNT (1/10)




= J =

The girl sat on a chair inside her room; she was wearing the white-tight t-shirt, the loose army-patterned long pants, and a pair of black army boots. She took a random black hair-tie from the drawer and then she tied her hair. She turned her head as she heard someone knocked the door. She kept glaring at the door until it opened slowly.

The guy in the black suit walked into the room without hesitation. “There’s a message for you, J.” He took a phone from his pocket and then he put it onto the small table near the door. “50% of the money has been transferred into your account.” After he said it, he stepped out from the room and closed the door again.

The girl smirked. “New job, huh?” She bent down a little to reach something inside both of her boots… she took a knife from each boots. The twin black knives were intentionally tucked inside her boots. She calmly took out the knives from its cases and put them onto the table. “It’s time for sharpening you both… we’ll have a boring job as usual.”

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HUNT (Prologue)




“Who is this?” Jurina took the photo from the table. She frowned while looking at the picture with full of curiosity.

“Kashiwagi Yuki.” The man answered Jurina. His eyes were so dark and cold. He stared at Jurina in a serious way.

Jurina put the photo onto the table again. “What should I do to her?” She asked it to the man who sat in front of her even though she already knew the answer. She just wanted to make sure.

“Kill her.”

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When Jurina was about to gulp the beer, there was a beautiful girl who approached and sat in front of her. It was impossible for her to ignore the super gorgeous girl like that. “Wanna drink?” She offered a can of beer to the girl.

“No.” The girl answered it while keeping her eyes glued on Jurina.

Jurina laughed. “If you didn’t intend to drink, then why someone like you go to the small and illegal bar like this?” She put the can on the table. “Looking for someone?” She smirked.

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Wanted! – WMatsui, Atsumina, KojiYuu, and SaeYaka [Special]

Fanart by i-am-nutty

WMatsui, Atsumina, KojiYuu, and SaeYaka


1. = SaeYaka =

Sayaka threw her body onto the couch. “Ahhh… I’m tired!!” She closed her eyes and then she used her right arm to cover her eyes.

“I can’t believe that Yuki choose to stay in their house!” Sae closed the door and then she mumbled all the way to the kitchen. “I can take care of her until she’s fully recovered!”

Sayaka laughed. “Yes, it makes me suprised as well. But don’t worry, they will be a good friend for Yuki.”

Sae took a bottle from the refrigerator. “No, they won’t.” She gulped a whole water.

Sayaka sighed. She woke up from the couch and then she walked to the kitchen. “Are you….. perhaps…. still loves her? Are you jealous or something?”

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Wanted! (10/10)





  1. This chapter contains of smut scene.
  2. This chapter contains of a character’s death.
    If you’re not feel comfortable, I suggest you to skip the last scene of “Losing One” sub-chapter, and go re-read chap 8.2 for some lovely moments. :p

For the rest, please enjoy my last chapter. 🙂
This is a long chapter ; 11K words. Don’t be shocked after you hit the ‘Read More’ link. 😛
I hope you won’t get sleepy in the middle of reading. XD


1. = Last Day =

Rena and Mayu sat facing each other with a chessboard on the table. The aura around them became so dark and full of the tension. Both of them were really competitive in doing the game.

“Rena-chan~ my love and my support are 100% for you. Ganbatte!!!” Jurina lifted her fist to support her girlfriend.

Yuki pushed Jurina strongly and it caused Jurina fell from the couch. “My cute and lovely girlfriend will totally win this round!!” She looked at Mayu… her eyes show her admiration towards Mayu.

Jurina touched her butt, “Itai!” She sat back on the couch, after that.. she used her feet to push Yuki. She grinned as she saw Yuki’s butt hit the floor.

Yuki groaned. “You! Such a little brat!” She stood up and then she pushed Jurina, she pinned her down on the couch.

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Wanted! (9/10)




Yuko gave Haruna a bitter smile. “Well… she still tried to be romantic even if that’s her last seconds in this world..” Yuko turned away. “No offense.” She went out from Kojima’s room.

Yuko closed Kojima’s door. She leaned her body on the wall as her tears rolled on her cheeks. I’m so pathetic.

The door opened again. “Yuko.” Kojima dragged Yuko back into her room.

Yuko gasped. She didn’t expect that Kojima would open the door. She looked away to wipe her tears and then she looked at Kojima… she smiled. “Yes?”

“I’m so sorry.” Kojima stared at the floor. “I’ve hurt you too much. It’s been some years but I never say it properly to you… I left you behind without any explanation.” Kojima shed her tears.

Yuko surprised because of Kojima’s sudden statement. She wasn’t expect Kojima would raise this topic again… the topic that she really wanted to forget. Yuko felt the deep pain pierce her heart.

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